Tonight I gave myself the night off, which was hard to do when I feel I have so many things that need to be done, and done yesterday. I think my mind just needed a night to veg. out and settle. Today I am feeling better about things. When Dr. Gahl gave me the report on the PFTs and the CT scan, once again I think he was expecting me to get upset. I was surprised I wasn’t more upset to be honest, but I suppose since I arrived praying my FVC wasn’t 69, an 82 didn’t sound so bad. Perhaps that was God’s way of cushioning the blow. That night I was a bit numb, and pleasantly distracted after meeting an old college friend for dinner. The next day, however, I was walking an emotional tightrope. I woke up late, even though I knew it would take some time to get across town. I was so tired! The long days leading up to leaving on the trip, little sleep for a week, and then all the emotional energy that goes into an NIH visit – and well, I was pooped out! I finally managed to haul my sorry carcus
Stories from the battle to cure Hermansky-Pudlak Syndrome, and other observations about every day life